Time will pass stubbornly and bring you closer and closer to the moment that you have set yourself in. With each passing second, the realization of the kind of shit you're putting yourself in slowly sinks in. You're the one who set it in motion and there's no turning back. Quickly you think of what to say, you think about the events today and how you can thread it together under one common theme. You keep your head high and push away the dread of screwing things up. And far sooner than you'd like it, they call out your name.
One step at a time, first, you move your feet forward as quickly as possible (fortunately it gives the illusion of a determined and purposeful walk to others watching you). Once you've stepped onto the stage, you find yourself in a bright spot, beyond which the audience appear only as blurry dark shapes. This is it, this is the moment where you can transform someone's night into an unforgettable one, and it's all up to you. She has shown much unconditional love that you've never had before. For the first time in your whole life, there's someone who truly appreciate what you stand for. Who loves you till it aches everyday. Who would not wish you to be any different. There's no other way to describe her except that she is just so beautiful in every aspect.
Right then and there, you forget about screwing it up or the embarrassment of no one listening, because you couldn't be bothered anymore. With each word you speak, you see her eyes lighting up, brighter and brighter with each passing word. Finally, you take her own magic words, and use them to transform the night for her.
You seize the moment, and make it last a thousand years for her.
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